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Original: 4/17/2007 2:08 AM
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Tuesday, April 17, 2007

I miss my Baby Chloe!!!

 

070408_141149 This is Jane now.  Chloe had an identical collar, only Red.
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I'm going to spend as much time with Jane as possible because I'm going to regret it like I do with Chloe if I don't.

chloe
Chloe....... you were soooo cute... you looked like a mouse.
You were unique.  I miss you Chloe...

 jane
My Jane when she was only a puppy.  These were happy times, then came happier times with Chloe, and now it's the depressing time.  I love you Jane-y moy moy... I know you miss her too.
Chloeee and Jane
This was only 2 days before Chloe died.  Look how healthy she looks.  She used to jump on everything.
She jumped on all the vehicles in the driveway... even the trucks and it was so cute and she never got hurt and I'm going to miss her so much.  She was buried in her collar and a rose.

 Jane and Chloe
I'd open my sliding door so that the air would circulate in my bedroom and you couldn't get neither of these two to leave.  I'd feed them Skittles and got them addicted.  Chloe would just sit there looking at me with her puppy dog eyes and she was so calm.  She was just so well behaved.
Whenever I'd get into my car to leave for school she'd jump in and jump on my lap so I could play with her and say goodbye.  Then I'd come back from school and she'd be the first one waiting at the gate and when I drove in she'd jump in and lay on her back so I could scratch her belly.

The car rug and part of the seat still has her little white fur hairs on them.

I don't want to take them off because she left it like that and I want to have her with me when I drive places.

She'd always eat my newspapers in the backseat.

I remember one time I took her with me to pick up some prescription drugs at the pharmacy and she growled & barked at the pharmacist and I laughed and then driving back I rolled down the window and she stuck her head out and loved it (I could tell).

I miss you CHLOE!!!!  I miss you so much baby.  I love you baby.  Jackie loves you baby.  I miss you... I miss you so much!!!!!!!!

My tears belong to you.  I miss you.

I'll never forget how you always left your paw prints on the roof of the car. 

I'll never forget how you'd dig under the fence to the neighbors yard to see your boyfriend.

I miss you Chloe.

GOODNIGHT baby.

 

I hope Jane never dies because I'm gonna really die then.

I basically just left my best friend a comment with everything that I'm feeling right now so here it is:


I wanted so much to call the vet but it's as if I already knew it was too late.

No matter how much I said "You're going to be okay Chloe, baby, you're going to be fine... please don't leave me" No matter how many times I said it, a part of me knew she wasn't going to make it, but I tried not to think about that because everytime I think negative, shit happens but she passed away anyway.

And then people along with my very own parents keep telling me that it'll be okay and that I can just get a new puppy/dog and it's just not that easy.

They don't understand how I feel loosing my beloved Chloe, but now I understand how you felt when Ica Ica went to Heaven.

What hurts me the most, I guess, is the way that Chloe died.

It would've been a lot less painful if she had just waited and died naturally or just killed super fast (if God just wanted to take her away from me so badly).

And also... she was having puppies.  So it wasn't just her who died... it was her and her babies and that's not fair for anyone.

I miss her and I don't want a new puppy... I want her.

I want my baby Chloe.

And if I am to get a new puppy I'm going to name her Chloe II because I miss her that much.

I hope Jane doesn't leave me also.  And it's strange to me because Jane is the one who is crippled and weaker than any other dog I've ever had since living in this household, yet she's the only one who's survived.

I'm going to miss Chloe forever.

PS. It really really really sucks that your mom gave Chubs away because my parent's will accept any dog now to fill in Chloe's absense (they want a guard dog now, but I want a dog I can play with).

:'(

Posted 4/17/2007 1:16 AM by AliciaBakerIsHot

 

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I'm sorry abou the way you feel. I understand, your doing better and then you start to actually miss starving and wanting to be thin. It's insane. What college do you go to?
Posted 4/17/2007 8:15 AM by DirtyLittleSecrets_Exposed - reply

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i hate being fat
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