My baby Chloe passed away this morning at about 12:50 AM.

I was there.

It was painful.

It hurt me so much.

I heard her struggle for last few breaths.

I saw her look at me and die.

She died with her eyes open.

I miss her so much.

I'm so depressed and sad right now.

I want to kill myself.

It's not the first time I'll try it this year, since Anna Nicole died.

But when I take whatever pills I find in the medicine cabinet I think about my mom, my dad, my sister.

I don't want them to suffer my death.

REST IN PEACE CHLOE.

I LOVE YOU.

I'll cry for you every day.

I'll think about you every day.

GOODNIGHT BABY.